A lot of people live secret lives, hiding their true selves away, fearful of mocking and misunderstandings. I've certainly done that for decades - decades too long, I would say. Well, I've made a momentous decision for the new year. I'm going to speak in public about what I truly feel in private. I'm going to - not 'admit' because that implies wrongdoing - but celebrate my sexuality. I'm going to share this first with you - the loyal readers of this blog.
Out loud and out proud.
Here we go...
(deep breath)
I, Servitor, have a sexual fetish. I get sexually aroused by thoughts of sexually dominant women, controlling, punishing and humiliating me. I am, in short, a sexual 'submissive'.
There. That feels so much better! No doubt I'll lose many readers of this blog, shocked at the nature of these revelations - but it's their loss and not mine. I'd like to thank those readers broadminded enough to keep on reading. You know my secret now - and that's a sacred trust. I know I can rely on you, even though I have not the slightest idea who any of you are.
Out loud and out proud.
Here we go...
(deep breath)
I, Servitor, have a sexual fetish. I get sexually aroused by thoughts of sexually dominant women, controlling, punishing and humiliating me. I am, in short, a sexual 'submissive'.
There. That feels so much better! No doubt I'll lose many readers of this blog, shocked at the nature of these revelations - but it's their loss and not mine. I'd like to thank those readers broadminded enough to keep on reading. You know my secret now - and that's a sacred trust. I know I can rely on you, even though I have not the slightest idea who any of you are.
Actually, I thought for a moment they were the punishment gloves. Or the other punishment gloves. |
It does seem rather odd that I (for example) am not allowed on the furniture but I do still get to choose the Government. |
Puppy play! In my youth I liked puppy play. Sadly, now it's 'tired old dog being dragged around slowly on aching knees under threat of a whipping' play. |
Oh. I think I have a lot of bad habits that I might need some help with, you know. |